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Drawing from Van Gennep and Caffee's conceptualization of liminality, this autoethnographic narrative portrays the author's rites of passage into academia and through the death of her father. These fundamental developmental transitions and losses emerged concomitantly within the backdrop of a pandemic, further cloaking the world in grief and disequilibrium. Incorporating the voice of the personal as professional, the author portrays her existential struggles in relinquishing her cherished role as a palliative care social worker and living through her dad's final months during a time of restricted social interaction. Interwoven throughout the narrative appear stories of strife, hope, grief, and professional epiphanies of purpose and insider privilege. The paper embraces both personal and professional conflicts and provides insight into the ways in which the unique setting of a pandemic can provide clarity for navigating the liminal states of separation, transition, and incorporation.

ObjectivesThe study aimed to explore how terminally ill individuals in the United States approach medical aid in dying (MAID), including personal, interpersonal and structural factors that influence their decision-making processes.MethodsThis embodied phenomenological study incorporated semi-structured (N = 9) interviews with seven terminally ill adults who received a prescription for MAID. Interviews occurred over Zoom between October 2021-January 2023 and was guided by Ashworth's framework for exploring phenomenological lifeworlds. Participants were invited to share perceptions of their lifeworlds in pursuit of MAID including values; embodied health, ability, and emotions; space and place in society; reflections on time/timing; and political and cultural discourse. Data analysis integrated Wertz's phenomenological psychological analysis methods.ResultsThe phenomenon of choosing MAID is an intricate juggling of lifeworlds between participants' embodied relationships, values, time and agency which lead to co-existing experiences of uncertainty and hard-won relief.ConclusionOur findings contribute cutting-edge knowledge of the decisional tensions and triumphs terminally ill individuals encounter as they approach MAID and highlight practical implications for health and mental health providers in preparing psychoeducational support for those seeking MAID.